Sweet-Insomniac

I just want For you to go away. Never come To my door With pity in your eyes. Save the pity for your self. I will never like you. I would never love you. Why do you keep trying? Bringing flowers To my doorstep; Lilies and roses, arranged with ivy leaves. You probably think you’re clever. That if you persist, I’ll give in. I’ll love you, Unconditionally. Did you really think, That I would want To wake beside you In the morning, And make your breakfast? Two eggs, scrambled. Three-quarters glass of orange juice. That’s how you like it. Too bad. I don’t date fools. Leave me alone. Leave.

Hello, my darling. I fear I will not be around much longer. The bad men in black suits are coming for me. They call themselves my friends, But they have never liked me. I wanted to tell you. Because you need to be warned; Be wary of our home Without me there They will come for you instead In the dead of night Through the squeaky back door. They won't make a sound As they creep up behind you And pull a black bag over your head. Try not to scream too much, For if you do, The men will hit you until you stop (It's a rather egregious affair) I'm sorry my love It had to come to this But no worries! I'm sure you will find me

The rumble Of thunder Rolls across The plains Like the cotillion Of dark horsemen Tearing the Sky in twain

I find myself attracted In an unattractive way To you You see Your magnetism Has a certain sway I tell myself We shall not speak Yet, I keep, on repeat Screaming while my love for you Burns my skin alive These nights it seems, while I'm out It's not your name I shout out loud I'm terrified I've betrayed you For a moment, we were perfect But this crime is temporary As we're pressed together Take solace in the thought The wine I gave you earlier Was partially a poison draught So sleep my darling Forget your sorrows The dead have no worries No thoughts of tomorrow